[11/18/2021]

Where am I?

Sometimes my purpose seems clear. Tidy, clean, make living area better, recover, rest, etc.

Some days its:

Organize! Feel sad! Rage! Fight!

I don’t know if it’s worth analyzing my feelings right now. What has been feeling good has been getting rid of shit. That’s a great goal, I also feel trapped in my routine already though. I don’t want to be trapped.

Sometimes I obsess over what I want my life to be like or what I am missing. Eventually, every time, I realize that what I don’t want is to sit and obsess.

That is the trap. That is the —

I’m done here, peace. 💋

Don’t forget that you are a lady (woman?)